Kristi… Such courage to write this piece. My heart aches for you… and how intensely emotional your words are (and they remind me of the loss of my own son years ago) You captured the uncertainty, the bewilderment, and the devastation of life after your child’s loss. It made me hurt, and made me feel like someone else knows exactly what I felt (and still feel after all these years). Thank you, thank you… your words brought me comfort today. You understand how it is. I’m deeply sorry you lost your son.