Liberty, Thank you for the privilege of being your friend. I, too, often feel sadness around Christmas and feel guilty because of the joy everyone else seems to feel. I know I have a wonderful family, and I know they come home every year expecting the magic. And sometimes, it's the hardest thing in the world because I mourn every Christmas because of the loss of my son on Dec 19th many years ago... as you well know. Your honesty and perceptions are truly appreciated. Sending you the biggest hug.