Timna, I’m so very sorry, Your story is so beautifully expressed, and incredibly courageous to be able to write about such a tragedy as losing your beautiful child. I, too, lost my son, and I only started writing about it 2 decades after. I was too afraid of the emotions that would come up once I started writing. I hope you’ll continue to share your journey with “healing” (oddly, I, too, had problems with that word). It helps me, and others, to feel not so alone. My heartfelt wishes to you.